T H O N H I O

For awhile I felt tired and exasperated, which can be indicated by the sudden absence of blog entries. What happened in between the gaps where something redundant and the thought of putting them to words is insignificant anymore. And we’re talking of same feelings and struggles..Fights and arguments settling down to one. Amidst the nature wreaking havoc, we still managed to mind our own selfish agendas rather than thinking of ways to weather the upheavals. Until that one day came when, I cant say I’m fed up… I just suddenly felt the gush to cease and yield.

Days would come like I was expecting some absences and count the days and each minute we spent the time like nothing ever happened.And these were the times I would be looking back to compensate all. While I was sulking in one corner, I have never really come to a point of retaliating, because like I said to her, whatever it is that I will do it can never reciprocate the same pain I have felt like her.. knowing that we all have different tolerance for pain. I love her in some ways that even if walking through the darkness is a suffering. and i want to believe someday we will change……..